Wednesday, October 20, 2010
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Ola! I know.. It has been years. Hahahah. But suddenly the mood for blogging just boom! and came and hit me and here i am.. Blogging! Hahaha.. This is history!
Just came back from Beijing. Hahaha... That's kind of like the ONLY interesting things in my life right now.
When the plane just touched down on the soil of Beijing, the first thought that came to my mind: bold. Seriously, guys. It was and still bold. I expected patches of greens greeting me or maybe a little grey because of the roads but instead, brown came into view. Like patches of brown and brown and brown. Hahaha. But it was cool.
Few words to describe China. Loud, Bold, COLD, and loads of wrong spellings, grammar of English. When i reached the airport, i saw this sign, something about rules and regulations and guess what, they refer foreigners as ALIENS. It goes pretty much like this: Aliens who is a citizen of China or Aliens something. I'm seriously not kidding. Too bad i didn't take the picture of it! Pity. Still. It pretty much burns in my memory as it was one of the most hilarious thing I've ever seen. I laughed till my stomach turned over and my mum was just cool because I guess she expected that.
The first day was the best. We went to this place where the whole area was used as a place to exhibit arts and shops that sells awesome arts. It was only for a short time though, because when we reached Beijing, thanks to the delay of the flight, it was already late evening and the shops in the art thingy close early. People who know me knows i like art, especially the weird ones and the ones that require you to think what the artist is trying to convey and I was pretty disappointed as we were there for a really short time and we only saw a few art. But hey! Saw something really awesome! The art thingy has this really big silver cross! Planted right in the heart of the art place. The glorious cross glimmed under the soft moonlight and it was Heaven and I stood there for a really long time, admiring the peaceful scene painted before my eyes. After the art thingy, we went for dinner and hit the pillow and wait for the next day excitment.
Second day wasn't as cool. Went to places like the Forbidden City and Tian an men square and somewhere which i forgot. Hehehe.. Sorry ah. Lousy memory. The exact word to describe those places:crowded. No crap, guys. I could barely breathe there. How shoud i describe it? Hmmm. Okay, erm, imagine ships, sampan, you name it all, filling every inch of the wide sea. Yeah, that how it was. The history was l-o-n-g. I can't remember anything as China history can be traced as far as a few thousands years. Come on! Even Malaysia's few hundred years history pun saya tidak pandai, what more to say thosands of years with all the dynasty and with all the almost-the-same-name emperors who reign in those dynasties? Still, it was cool. The Emperor seriously was considered half-dragon during ancient times. Every inch of China, not just now, but last time as well, was built according to Feng Shui. Every single little details has a meaning behind it. Even the roof was designed with a meaning! And the numbers and everything. I can't name it all. As I said, I have, sadly, an extremely lousy memory.
Well, at least dinner was okay. Breakfast was lousy. Oh, yeah! The scenery there was beautiful! Autumn mah! The leaves of the trees turned dark yellow and they look like they are weeping as they know they have to leave the trees as Winter was approaching. The gardens was cool as well. The lakes, trees, palace, seemed to be painted to perfection for us! It was really cold, though! I remembered, when we visited the Summer Palace, I was practically freezing but it was worth it as I saw a cloud of thin mist hanging just above the lake, the willow trees standing gracefully as if it is dancing with the cold wind and was just there for me to take pictures. The cold wind there was like small, sly and mean blades slowly cutting my skin as it was piercing cold. I could almost cry of coldness! I wore layers of clothes and I was still cold! The tour guide, no rasa. Make me kek tiok. Oh well, at least I had the chance to experience the cold wind while appreciating an indescribably beautiful scenery. I was shivering and my teeth started making music by chattering non-stop. Hahahaha.. It was cool! Honesly, I'm grateful as I had the chance to experience those miserably cold days! =)
Ah, well. I'm a lazy person so I'm going to stop here. Hahaha. Oh, yeah! This is for Tian! Tian, to make you feel extremely kek-tiok. I saw pandas. Pandas that were hugging, sleeping, playing and everything. Tian, you really resemble them because they are really lazy (8 out of 10 of Pandas slept when I was there) and guess what, you are too! =D
no one's perfect. @ 8:04 AM
Friday, March 5, 2010
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Damn.. I'm so bored that i actually update my blog. Why do people have blog anyway? It's for the world to see... =( To me, its something to do when you're superbly bored, your anime is not loading(and extremely irritated) and you are sitting in front of the damn pc figuring what to do..
Sheesh, exam's over. Crap. I seriously regretted not studying. Oh,well.. If there's one thing i will regret my whole life, it would be not studying seriously enough, and i'll do it all over again. Bad habits die hard. Seriously.
Most of the time during exam, i'm sitting down, looking around, and then start squeezing my brain juice how to tell parents that my results sucks. =( What to do..... i hate studying.
If i'm not doing that, i'll be scribbling something, or draw something very not creative, and waste paper, which isn't the best thing, i know. But still, i'm bored ba... I hate something about myself, that is getting bored very easily. I realized something, sleeping in class during exam isn't that comfortable. Not because of the fact that i'm sleeping, during a test but the fact that it's seriously not comfortable! I mean, my arms will get tired after my heavy head crush on them. Besides, do you want people to see the way you sleep? or the face you're making? Bet your ass not.
That's one thing i'm sure about this exam though, I'm failing chinese, geo, sej. Shitty, aint it? When i first saw the chinese exam paper, i was like technically speechless. It was so damn difficult. I'm staring at the foreign language and it's staring back at me. I'm like, i'm so dead!
Looking at the chinese characters really make me depressed. Fist five minutes of chinese exam, i almost cried cuz i know i'm gonna flunk chinese. Next five minutes, i accepted the fact that i'm gonna fail and gonna have to face parents. Next five minutes, i start 'tembak-ing' answers that almost look alike with the questions. Sad, isn't it?
That's it. Same goes with my geo, khb and Sejarah.
Life sucks during exam. And exam is the best time to 'open-up the creative side of drawing' of you. Cuz, you'll have nothing to do, and start drawing randomly, and who knows? You may be the next Leonardo DaVinci dude.
no one's perfect. @ 11:58 PM
Monday, February 15, 2010
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Haiya, i'm so bored that i have to do SOMETHING before i go like crazy and start smashing things around my house. During chinese new year, all i do is stay at home, waiting anime to load, it's loaded, i watch, then i repeat the same routine, go sleep, eat, eat. and repeat everything again. =O
Visiting to jaja and yian's house is cancelled. Was actually, looking forward to it since i'm a dead fish at home. But since chen has to go somewhere, some chinese name, that i didn't know existed in Kuching, so it's cancelled. Not chen's fault, her parents last minute, but it's okay, chen! Okay, why do i dont sound like myself now? haiya, probably boredom took over my brains...
Watched some weird movie with Dad. Can see he's bored to death too. We are like super random and dad was like, let's go watch some movie.. I said what movie, he said, CHINESE movie. I have no choice but to agree cuz it's so much better than cutting myself up at home because of deppression. Hehe
The movie was a bit ... weird. Lots of fighting and chinese language.. No big deal, there's something genius called SUBTITLES! In Englishy, of course. Hehe..
Going tonight again, watching valentines' day with parents and parents' friends. Dont be suprised if you see me with a bunch of adults complaining about didn't bring their glasses. xp. I think I'm the only one like, below 16.. I can't hang out with people my age, they don't like me.. Hahaha
It's all twin seats! So have to buy even numbers. Couples seat, they call it. Valentines day=couple seat. Geddit? Dumbshit. What if one person wants to watch? Waste money nya... I dont' mind sitting with strangers...Makan money this MBO...
Gahh... actually planned to finish up all my studies and complete ALL my homework. If you know me, it's impossible! =)
no one's perfect. @ 1:33 AM
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
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Hi.. I know my friends are annoyed with me for not updating my abandoned blog.. haha.. Can't blame me, i hate commitments! Even with little things! I just love eating and sleeping and the NEED of it and not wanting and tied to it.. Hahaha.
Hmm... What shall i talk about? Okay, 'friends' are like a hot hot topic now, so i just have to go with the flow, right? Chen just wrote something about the five of us, jaja(jasmyn), yian ling, tian, chen and me. Some cool stuff. Which was really great and awesome, except for the huge big fact that it's in CHINESE.. Hhehe.. So i only understand about... 85 %? But still, without reading the words, i know it's awesome, not for what's written down, but she actually took the time and words doesnt matter! Love and caring does!
Recently, we're really great friends with our 'new' members to the gang! JASMYN AND YIAN LING.. They both admitted that they are actually terrified of me when they first saw me and thought i'm this big scary monster that eat and kill on sight.. Hhaha.. Can't blame them,lots of people say so too.. =( I just have this scary expression? That's why i have to smile! =)
Thank goodness we're in the same group of pameran for sivik! Teacher didn't change us.. It would totally suck if she did change, and i'll get pissed.. Our group (for sivik) was suppose to be BARBIE KILLERS(no offence) but guess what.. teacher say that it was too 'negative'. Apalah... Then we changed to JAMMING CHOCOLATE! It's pretty cool, right? I was thorn between jamming chocolate and screaming marshmellows... hehe. Food freak...
Almost everyday single day, me and jaja play BINGO! During every single damn boring subject. =) she's great. in bingo! hahaha
hmm...
that's all? I'm sorry. It'll probably take it about two to three months to update again, but still, at least i UPDATE right? Hahaha.. Love you guys.. my jamming chocolates 'peng you'
no one's perfect. @ 2:11 AM
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
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Walao.. School starts liao. Kanasai. It's feels like just yesterday i woke up and i was so happy that school isn't in my life. Haha..
Anyway, my sitting partner is Jasmyn. Unbelievable le? Hahaha.. She's nice lah. Very cute. In front of me is the two siao lang who make me laugh like siao in de morning and I'll be like, really worn out about 10 smth. It sucks sometimes, really. Imagine you have to listen to bullshit that teacher's babbling and fighting sleepiness at the same time.
I got like, the worse Sejarah and BM teacher ever. Kanasai. You hear their voices, it's like a call to sleep. Seriously.
Got Jenny for Science. Tian scared like crap. Hahaha. We really focus in class. Well, we sit like the last row in science lab(it sucks cuz you can't really hear and see the thingy) Me Tian and Sze kit are very guai ppl. hahaha.. We dont hav science tuition mah, can't afford to have a B in Science.
Got Elizabeth for Englishy. Biasa jak. Alot of people suka her. as teacher. Hahah
Walao, my chinese teacher is like super super super enthusiastic. She asked, who loves chinese to death, and well, alot of people hands up. Then she asked who are forced to take up chinese, only 6 hands up. Haha.. I'm totally one of them. I have to choice but to suffer with this subject.. Sad, aint it?
no one's perfect. @ 11:21 PM
Saturday, December 19, 2009
|| Talking about crap that you wouldn't bother to read so dont. =) ||
Hey.(Do you notice i always start with a 'hey'?) Hahaha.. Not funny
It's Raining! Hahaha... My raining partner Xin Tian hilang from the surface of the Earth during the holidays. Oh, well.
It's been a while since i write emotional stuff. hahaah.. Well, most probably i decided to do that today is because, really obviously it's because of the rain.
Little diamonds dropping down from Heaven. I have no idea why i love them. Maybe because it gives me this sort of... sad feeling. And, ironically, an assuring feeling. Like everything would be okay. Even if it didn't turn out well, let's just say that at least I get to watch the rain drops hit Earth with a beautiful and wonderful melody.
Recently, I found out that one of my friends actually bad mouthed me. Hahaha.. Like that is actually a surprise. It's not. Trust me. In my world, backstabbing has become a custom. Ha. Pretty sad, huh? Well, at least, when all things unveil, you know who your true friends are. Even though it's a really painful, when you look back, you really feel glad. Like the weight of the world has been taken away. =) I've been through that, not only once, honestly, more than twice.
Okay okay, I'm drifting away. Hahaha. Typical me. Always babbling.
Hey! I know something about letting emotional flow out. Writing. Seriously. It works like shit. After you write down what's really bothering you, you really feel .... well. Hahaha. You can choose to tear it though, just in case. You know what i mean by just in case, right?
Okay okay. The rain has stopped. Funny how it ends so quickly, huh? Maybe i would get to see the shiny side of the sky.(Truthfully, i don't like the Sun. It's so..... forcing.)
no one's perfect. @ 1:17 AM
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
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Harlo.... I dont really know what to write about.... Fonsa is actually pushing me real hard to update. Hahaha.. I'm not that kind of commit person..
Anyway, holiday is okay... i guess..
Watch anime 24-7 straight till I fell sick. Pathetic, huh? NOTHING TO DO MAH... So, i love Blood+ and Zombie Loan.
Okay, i fell in love twice this holiday. Once with this anime dude name Hagi. Hahha. and then, with Rain(only in Ninja Assassin though.. All that muscles and cute face... Hahhaa) And then i realized, i actually like Sepet guys, most probably because they look funny.=)
Took me 14 years to realize that.
What else... Ahh, Alfonsa's birthday bash.. Not really bash.. but still. It applys.=)
Went to steamboat. I burnt the meat. hahaha.. Did i mention i only ate the lambs? The chicken was disgusting. Anway, i burnt alot and Alfonsa clean my mess up by shoving it all to her mulut. Oh well, you can't blame me.. I can't eat that much. And then came Michelle.. Aduh.. She came to our table with one whole plate of meat. I was like, shit, i'm so gonna puke. Hahaha... And then came another bad news, fonsa said we must finish everything we took or else we have to pay. Walao. hahaha.. I just dump it all to the boys
That's it. Nah, i updated liao, fonsa. I'll update again when i kenak pushed.=)
no one's perfect. @ 12:36 AM
