Saturday, December 19, 2009
|| Talking about crap that you wouldn't bother to read so dont. =) ||
Hey.(Do you notice i always start with a 'hey'?) Hahaha.. Not funny
It's Raining! Hahaha... My raining partner Xin Tian hilang from the surface of the Earth during the holidays. Oh, well.
It's been a while since i write emotional stuff. hahaah.. Well, most probably i decided to do that today is because, really obviously it's because of the rain.
Little diamonds dropping down from Heaven. I have no idea why i love them. Maybe because it gives me this sort of... sad feeling. And, ironically, an assuring feeling. Like everything would be okay. Even if it didn't turn out well, let's just say that at least I get to watch the rain drops hit Earth with a beautiful and wonderful melody.
Recently, I found out that one of my friends actually bad mouthed me. Hahaha.. Like that is actually a surprise. It's not. Trust me. In my world, backstabbing has become a custom. Ha. Pretty sad, huh? Well, at least, when all things unveil, you know who your true friends are. Even though it's a really painful, when you look back, you really feel glad. Like the weight of the world has been taken away. =) I've been through that, not only once, honestly, more than twice.
Okay okay, I'm drifting away. Hahaha. Typical me. Always babbling.
Hey! I know something about letting emotional flow out. Writing. Seriously. It works like shit. After you write down what's really bothering you, you really feel .... well. Hahaha. You can choose to tear it though, just in case. You know what i mean by just in case, right?
Okay okay. The rain has stopped. Funny how it ends so quickly, huh? Maybe i would get to see the shiny side of the sky.(Truthfully, i don't like the Sun. It's so..... forcing.)
no one's perfect. @ 1:17 AM
