Sunday, May 10, 2009
|| Life ||
Ever feel like nobody will give a shit about you? I mean, even though you say out your feelings or anything, nobody care. You really really feel depress but you know, then you realize that other people has their own problems too and you just don't feel like telling? Even as you tell, they act like it's nothing... Not like it's their fault.. But just that, you just don't know how to tell them that you are feeling really down and it's really frustrating, like nothing on Earth matters...
Worst thing is, you have nobody to tell to. Yeah, that's the worst. It's like a volcano trying so hard to explode but it just don't dare. Urgh! How I wish everyday can be like happy, around family and friends where fights never cross your mind and scolding and all those bad words and hurting words are never in your vocabulary. Then again, the world won't permit that. Just look around you... Almost everything is pain, hurt and all those shits. Even if they want to release their anger, it's through terrible ways.
Why can't life be just abit easier? God gave us pleasure and easiness and we accept it willingly and joy but why can't we accept the hardness that God give to us? Instead, we go around and explode and shout at anyting that caught your eyes. I'm not a saint. Heck, no. I would be the last person in your mind who will become a saint. Instead, i'm human. A terrible one. One that can't solve all the shitty problems, who is a terrible christian, one who can't even keep a friendship strong. When life is hard, we never open our eyes to things that we still have. When they are lost, then we start to realize how precious they are. Then again, we are human. But we can't use "human" as our excuse to act violently or start shooting everyone. God created us, therefore, we should follow His words, should we not?
no one's perfect. @ 6:24 PM
